Saturday, December 12, 2009
Ohh, get this, I just read something pretty much very fascinating to me. It's like I can relate to this guy and everything he ever wrote, posted on his blog. I mean, there's some kind of connection there, like I can bare my mind thinking about the same thing he did or even experienced. But as usual, the good things that passes you by always have that little something or should I say 'barrier' stopping you from, well, I don't really know which word to use, contenting your satisfaction? I just, I want to do something, I want to keep update to his writings but hell, its hard when I'm to scared to do that. Something is stopping me or is it me I'm doing that to myself? maybe its me being pessimistic. I don't know. Eventually, I just went through this whole paranoia state that I've been enduring these past weeks. Alhamdulillah, I got through that. I'm not saying that is was easy, but I'm so glad that I got through all those agonizing situation. Enough of that, I hate to recall every part if it. So anyway, is he the only guy I know (don't actually know him, know him but yeah) that I can actually relate to? I mean, he's the first and ouh, just don't get the wrong idea here, I'm not crushing on him. Hell no. I don't even know him. Well, know him, know him. (urgh! i gotta stop crapping) Never mind that. Maybe I'm just seeking for a person who I could actually relate to, all this while. I've never even thought of that but I think I do now. Good Night people.