Some fond memories.

April is near and March is on its way of ending. Still, the on going things in the life of a human being never remain constant. And so, the first holiday semester had just passed a couple of days ago. Surprisingly, there had been a lot of things going on which had surpasses my expectations. Frankly, I would've thought my holidays would turns out dull and boring but some unusual circumstances had proved me wrong. Lets just skip this part for I don't have the desire to talk about what has been going on with my life, well, at least during the holidays. Apparently, a very good friend of mine had just transferred to a boarding school. A friend whom I've never expected to get close with when I was in form 1 for the way we got to know each other was rather unusual but then, form 2 changes everything. Up until now, I'm still uncertain on how does it happen, how did we got so close back then but it just happen and I realize that it was actually a miraculous encounter. Upon knowing each other, we had shared lots of things together aside from exchanging views and perspectives on stuffs that we usually talks about and during the weekends, we hangout as the ultimate 14 years old girl who are capable of exploring this new perpetual social world which she knows a lot about more than I do. But that was back then, things changes from years to years as we're growing matured. Somehow, its less seeing and talking. Now that she has moved, everything is pretty much hard to predict. Recalling these fond memories and experiences that we had encountered together are just tremendous and had as well made me oblivious to the clock that are tickings. I got school tomorrow so most probably I should be going to bed by now. Ohh and I've never actually confess this but,  Fatheah Khalid, you are one incredibly amazing and unpredictable girl. You are a friend, and I wish you knew how much had I been missing you and our conversation together. Please live a great life out there. Good Night :)

A visit.

Hello,
So yesterday my first visit to the old folks home was quite amazing. It does'nt actually reach my expectation on how it's going to be like, I mean, its far different. The visit and shopping was conducted by the Rotary Club of Kuala Terengganu and its a joint project between SMKCHWS and SMKSS. I did'nt have much of a conversation with the old folks, but I manage to learn a couple of stories about them. At first, we went to the house and take a look around just to get to know the place and the people there before we went shopping. After that, we boarded the bus and head to our destination, Mydin Mall. When we reached there, we were separated in groups. Each group consist of two people and a folk. Our task that day is to assist the folks during shopping and some part of it is to cheer them up. So yeah, as easy as it look, it is actually quite a challenge for us especially to communicate with them as some of them can't barely speak well. The shopping took an estimation two and a half hours which is no that long. Soon after that, we head back to the old folks house and had our lunch there. After everything was settled, we boarded the bus and head back to school. But there was this one shocking incident that had made the visit much more memorable, an old lady tried to escape but to no avail as one of my schoolmate managed to stop her. It is learn that the old lady had been sent there for the past three days and that she can't actually adapt herself to the surrounding just yet, poor lady. So yeahh, all said and done, everything had been a remarkable experience for me and I wish to gain more in the future. Good night :)

After the short break.

HELLO,
Right. for this time, Godeng's the one who's asking me to continue writing. && its Godeng. NOT tee or whoever. weird I know. Whatever then. So okay, holiday. Woaw, the whole week I've spent was absolutely fine and simple. I'm pretty glad that nothing much had brought me down during those days. Cool. And ouh, the engagement was pretty.. well, its too complex to explain. Lots of things had been going on there and the best part, hot dudes. Ohh yeahh! I would say, the most unfortunate thing that had happen to me there is the part where my ultimate flats screws itself and that Ive to rip off the base. So you get the point, my flats were base-less the whole night. Nice -,- Moving on, school's has been great lately. My classmates are just incredible and aside from their friendly-ness, they've cheered me up a lot. I can't describe for how crazy this thing is, but I'm totally thankful of it, that I can actually laugh the way I used to. I must admit, I do miss my girlfriends at times. I mean, zero hangout and less talking is not the thing I've wished for to happen. I do very much understand their hectic schedule and the things they're involve in. Sometimes, I just feel like the gap between us is getting wider and wider. Frankly, I'm not trying to point my finger blaming them for this. Ive made mistakes of my own and as much as I'm trying to patch things up, I can't really push anyone to overcome these matter in an instant. There are ways to solve things and one of they ways is to stay patient and just do what you do which is what I'm doing now. I will put myself in a very deep self-control and being very very patient in facing the hardships ahead. Just go with the flow. One thing I'm glad of is that Ive been getting new friends and I love the fact that they're really really nice to me. Well, the thing I'm not so glad of is that my studies are getting worst. Add math, history and chemistry = total bullshit and ouh, I forgot one more thing, I have to do some visiting at the old folks tomorrow. Its my first visit and Ill try to make an experience out of it. I better stop now. I got too much of mosquitoes bite everywhere. Goodnight.

The start of a holiday break.

Good Morning :)
Yeah, I've been an early bird these days. Okay so, Chinese New Year's holiday has finally begun(ohh yeahh) and my ultimate plan is to snooze until noon and.. ohh I have'nt thought of anything else just yet *sigh. Apparently, Tee went to Bandung, Indonesia 2 days before the holiday started(how not fair is that). Great. On Sunday, Kay will follow and as usual, I'll be stuck here. But I'm glad though cos Tee told me that Godeng is coming back and we're going to hangout soon(yippie!). Actually, its been a while since my last hangout with these people and I'm so looking forward to it. hmm. Moving on, the Chinese New Year is tomorrow and Lynn had invited me to her open house at 2. I'm not really sure weather I can make it or not cos, 1. I ain't going alone, 2. Transportation has always been my essential problem.*double sigh. Oh well, screw that. I'm not staying here for long. Ill be going somewhere, somehow. My counsin's getting engaged and for sure, homeworks are piling up like crazy(as if i've ever complete it). Damn, I'm not so sure what I'm writing much  about right now. Eventually, I got nothing in mind like seriously. I think I gotta stop now. I'll write back when I have something or whatever. Good day. 

Hello, february

Recently, Tee actually asked me to get my fingers moving and continue with this blogging thing. I'm kinda surprised that she actually got updated on my blog because i don't think anyone does. LOL. (thanks tee, you're the best). Okay, lets just start. Its already February and frankly January's days passes me too fast. Too fast that I can't even recall much of what had happen before. Gee, umm me and my friends, we're on the okay term. Apparently, we did'nt fought which is a very good thing and even if we're no longer that close, I'm thankful enough that we did'nt actually fall apart. I think I've done my best in reconstructing my own self damage, Ive done a lot to overcome my paranoia in most everything and I'm trying to avoid myself from causing more damage. I've made new friends in my current class which is eventually a great thing now that I feel simply, different. For the past three years, Ive been with these incredible people and having new friends is just great. I mean, really really great and of course, 4 Dinamik is not as bad as i thought it would be. Besides that, I think I like EST. Other subjects is kinda heavy right now, but I'm trying to cope with it, except for additional mathematics. Damn it's hard. Alright, enough of that. So, some of my friends had moved everywhere. Some is moving, and I'm pretty stuck in here -_- right. At first, Godeng and Amad moved, Negeri Sembilan. Then, Rushdee and Piqa follows but heading towards their very own destination. Well, Nasrul Amir's the first to move actually, never mind that. Right now, Tee's in the moving process. *sigh. Moving on, we're having a holiday break for a week which is a week from now. I have'nt plan much on what to have or how to spend my holiday just yet, but for sure, there'll be tons of papersheets and homeworks awaits. Nice, now I don't see the purpose of 'having' the holiday. Grr-ate. So yeah, there's actually a lot going on, but I can't racked my mind to think of much anything right now. Here are a few things i did with my friends, we went baking, cross-country um well, I'll get back to this one. That's it guess, I'll stop for now. Good day people :)  

   

Nyumm.

 

 double nyumm.

Just a Monday

Monday,

Nothing much had been going on today. Accept for the fact that I've finally got out of the class during recess time (should've stay in the class). So anyway, everyday to me seems the same nowdays. I go through these days like watching the replay of  well, perhaps, 'the pathetic days of our lives'?. I know for sure that things are going to change in advance. Some people will be transferring to another school, some stays blaa blaa blaa. I don't think I'll be needing anymore bad things to happen to me, I had enough and Im not hoping for much more of that. So today, I as well, learn new things on some new subjects. Results, chemistry was 0_0 and physics was, well, its going to take a very long long time. By the way, some students in my class are moving into their new classes too. I did'nt get the chance to do that and I want it so bad because my current class is, well, I don't want to say it. Bottom line, it did'nt suits me well. Damn it, help me please. Let me out! I mean, its only January and nothing seems to go on well. Trust me, it is sad.

Sunday, a day.

Its Sunday,

Today totally brought me a huge unexpected surprise. Well, its actually not a good one. I was sustaining a huge devastation for a while, but I think I'm doing fine now and ouh, in addition to that, I got punished simply because I left my Agama book at home. The funny part is that the teacher has'nt give up on the 'stand on the chair' game. I just think that at the age of 16, its too childish. Really. *sigh. So today, I was brutally attacked by a stomach ache. It was incredibly excruciating and there's nothing much I can do. So yeah, I'm guessing its a doomsday for me. Apparently, all of these, is simply nothing compare to this one thing I got through. It's my first time and frankly, I don't know how to react to that. But for sure, I did, I don't really know how it happen, but I got through it. I'm accepting it as an eye-opener for me, things are'nt always beautiful as we wish for and I think, that's something I have to bare in mind. I mean, woaw! the thing was utterly painful and shocking. The worst part is, I have no one to talk to about this and perhaps, I have to get myself used to these whole situation. I've never thought of these things would happen, honestly, It never really crosses my mind. I don't want to expect for anything to happen in advance, I've done that and it did'nt work and so my choice would be to just go with the flow. No expectations on anything. That's it for today, hopefully tomorrow would bring me joy that will eliminates the pain and sadness. Good Day people :)